Sunday, April 23, 2006
once again, a thought occur to me that i've make the wrong choice coming to pjc..
but i convinced myself..i had made great fwends here..and most imptly..i had also great fwends who came with me to pjc from sec sch..
i was wrong wrong..totally wrong.. once again..the word fwend seems so suspicious.. are those happy times we spent tgh as fwends in the past juz illusions..those daes in rss..and even some time back..
i started to suspect everything..i realised that apology is not useful.. for some god damn fuckin reason i apologised when i din do anything that betray my conscience..
i did not lose my temper and yet i was magligned.. words could not described how im feelin rite now..if i were to tok.. words that come out will be fuck fuck and more fuck..
disappointment overwhelmed me when i knew how u feel of me.. i swear to god that i din insult u ppl and i never will.. never in my life did i throw money at anyone and i dun see the need to do so.. if i had wanted to throw..ill do it rite in front of ur face..why would i bother to try and squeeze money to u ppl.. the money drop simply because of freaking GRAVITIONAL FORCE not by sum downward force applied..
yes..i am attitude..everyone has attitude..but since when did i showed u ppl attitude.. i can assure that if i wanted to.. things will be much worse.. i promise..
bygones will never be bygones..
not to those who have been involved..
it is a part of history.. that could never be erased..
that thing that took place will hide deep in ur heart..
onli to reveal itself when the same thing happen..
when will all these ever stop.. ?
i dunno..
no one noe..
everybody's too busy to find out..
nobody's bothered to prevent history from repeatin itself..
i believe that it'll be useless..
itz easy to heal a wound..but itz hard to remove the scar..
let's juz take things easy..
im gonna be less mindful of things
itz okie to make mistakes..human makes mistakes..
im gonna live a life without regrets as much as possible..
im gonna take things lightly..
im gonna live my life the way i wan it to be..
im gonna return to my old self..
live with attitude me=huize10:57 PM
